Today I was happy. Yesterday I was rushed and bored.The day before that was happiness.A week ago I was depressed and sad. Three weeks ago I was in love. A year ago I was stressed. All the versions I see in the mirror are me. I see strength and perseverance. I also so anger and sadness.

“There are three people in yourself : Who people think you are, Who you think you are, And who you really are.”- William Shakespeare

People at my school see me as this weird American girl who doesn’t speak French perfectly, shy, defensive, outgoing with her friends but cold to those who judge her.

I see myself as this girl who doesn’t want to be hurt. I don’t want to trust people because I’ve been hurt too many times before, but I still want to be loved. If that makes sense. I just want to be loved but I don’t want to be damaged even more than I have been.

I don’t know who I truly am.

I hope to find out.

Who are you? How do people view you?

Favorite song : Maniac-Conan Gray , Roxanne – Arizona Zervas , Weightless- All time low

Words are so simple,but they convey so much. Today I sat in my desk and pondered why words where created. Communication obviously,but why do we need to communicate? I realized that we communicate for two reasons the first being Aide and the second being socialization. Aide – we cannot function and do everything on our own; so we need the help of others…Thus communication. And socialization is our inner need for friends,and communication beyond help. I wish that words were used for me more. Isn’t it a funny thought,words being used for someone? Angry.Stupid.Sweet. Some words are used so much to describe a person that they become part of their identity. We always use words to describe people. Jock,Smart.Boring.Funny.Cute. But we never stop to think about the words that others use to describe us, we only have the words that we use. In my case the words I think of myself as are : Happy,sad,smart,vivacious,crazy,funny,quirky,outlandish,lonely

Most of the word I see myself as are ( I dont know ) a little depressing.

Make a list of the words you see yourself as,and ask your friendswhat words they would describe you as.

Thanks for reading if you did, this really doesn’t have a point.

Books I read in the past week : The fault in our stars; Turtles all the way down; On the come up; Ready Player One; Everything, Everything; A curse so dark and lonely; We believed in Mermaids.